(Note: This was originally posted on my development blog; you can read that version here.)
Happy Friday, everyone! Hope you’ve all had a chill week thus far. For those of you who don’t know, She Dreams Elsewhere was accepted into DreamHack Atlanta’s Indie Playground under the “Best Arthouse” category, which took place in Atlanta, GA (obviously) from November 16-18. It included a free booth, two free tickets, laurels, and a chance to showcase the game live on an indie stage, among other amenities.
Here’s my experience.
HOW IT ALL BEGAN…
I first found I got accepted into the show on the last day of GDEX, believe it or not. So basically before I got through the game’s first expo, I had to start preparing for the second one that was a month and a half away, in a state/city that I had never been to that was also a 12 hour drive away. Oh, and the show itself was an absolute monster of an event compared to GDEX, taking place in a much bigger venue with a ton more attendees. No pressure, right?
Believe it or not, I wasn’t really sweating it all too much. Since I had just came off GDEX, I already felt confident in the game, especially since I decided to keep things simple and reuse the same demo. The main change I made to it was cutting out the “I wanna talk to people” option, just leaving the combat/exploration focused 20-30min dungeon (which most people played to the end!). Yet, weirdly enough… while on the car ride en route to Atlanta, I had this extreme feeling of dread and “imposter syndrome” come over me; like I was wasting my time and didn’t belong in the show at all. It stayed like that all the way ‘till we got closer to the convention center, where that feeling was replaced by “Atlanta is cool but where the fuck is anything in this city”
Gotta love depression. <3 But I digress. Let’s get to the fun.
This was, hands down, not only the best gaming event I’ve been to, but also the most memorable and validated I’ve felt as a game developer. It was so encouraging (and also a little weird, not gonna lie) to see people’s genuine excitement for the game, and how they would gush about how much they enjoyed it. I even got several comments about how great it was for black people to represented in a game like this, which was… ugh, God, my heart.
Also, all the cosplayers were dope. Wish I had more pics of em.
I could go on forever about various anecdotes and interesting tidbits from the con, but there’s one in particular that stood out to me. It was when a little 11 year old girl tried out the demo with her parents, who then couldn’t tear her away from the screen! It reminded me so much of how I grew with games as a kid, and why I went into gamedev in the first place.
So yeah. Really wonderful event. (And that’s not even getting to the other stuff the con had to offer!) But now it’s reflection time, so let’s dive into what went right and wrong, shall we?
WHAT WENT RIGHT:
#1: Improved pre-show awareness
As I mentioned in my GDEX postmortem, I didn’t really do a good job of letting people know the game was going to be at the show beforehand, which I was determined to fix for the second time around. Not only was there a fancy blog post announcing the game’s presence on my devblog, but DreamHack itself published its own blog post announcing all the games! It was super easy to share around and definitely added a sense of “officiality” to the whole thing. I also mentioned it in all of the game’s Reddit posts leading up to the show, which led to a surprising amount of Redditors coming by to check the game out. Finally, I posted a few screenshots on Instagram and Twitter in the days beforehand as a bit of a “countdown” to further let people know that “yes, it’s really happening, and you should def come by if you can.”
Oh, and for once, I actually went back onto my personal Facebook and let my friends know the news too. So that was nice.
I still hate Facebook with a passion, though.
#2: Exhibiting on a budget
So as a broke solo dev who had never been to Atlanta before and didn’t have a car, I knew getting to the show was going to be a bit of a struggle. Thankfully, due to some amazing friends, I was able to make it work. Big shoutout to the homie, Zach Schwartz; he did all the driving from Cleveland to Atlanta and provided me with some well-needed company for the trip, which I can’t thank him enough for.
Added onto that, LaunchHouse, the coworking space I work out of, let me borrow one of their TVs to use for the weekend (thanks Kate!). The AirBnB I rented was also reserved at a steal since it was a fairly new listing and I pounced on it well ahead of the event. (Much love to Margaret and Gary for being amazing hosts!)
Overall, I spent around $570 for the whole event, which included booth electricity ($120), lodging ($95), gas and mileage fees ($320), and misc. stuff like food, parking, etc. ($35). It’s still a tough pill to swallow for a broke boi like me, but much, much less than what I would’ve otherwise had to spend. (And yes, I was and still am pretty tapped out after it. Looks like Christmas is gonna be pretty light this year, folks.)
#3: New and improved booth layout
Going back to the GDEX postmortem, I mentioned how the booth space there was small and awkward due to sharing it with other devs and space being a “first come, first served” type of deal. Here, however, I got a full 10x10 booth to myself, and I can’t stress how much of a massive improvement it was.
Because of that (and having an actual driver instead of a Greyhound), I was able to draw way more attention this time around. I had the game itself playing on my normal monitor, while the TV looped gameplay and the new trailer (which I’ll get to next). Combined with the free candy and a info sign about the game, I’d say I did a much better job of attracting players to the booth. We were also in a high-traffic area next to similar indie games, so that was a major plus, too.
#4: A (mostly) successful trailer launch
Before the second day of the show opened, I decided to finally drop the first live-action teaser trailer for the game; if you haven’t seen it, here it is for your viewing pleasure.
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After two weeks, it’s racked up over 2000 views on YouTube alone; more than double than what the original teaser trailer made in six months. I know that’s small potatoes compared to other games, but I’m pretty ecstatic about it. More importantly, though, is the attention it got on various subreddits, particularly /r/jrpg, /r/megaten (Persona/SMT games) and /r/rpgmaker; all of whom were very supportive and excited for the game. It also drew a ton of people to the booth since it was fairly unique and eye-catching.
The only downsides to this were a.) I pulled an all-nighter to do some edits before launching it, which is kinda “yikes” since, y’know, I had to exhibit that day, and b.) I didn’t notify any press sites of its release due to a lack of time and waiting to do the first big email blast before next week’s demo launch. (note to self: i should probably get an assistant for these kinds of things but oh wait i’m broke nevermind lol)
I dunno, maybe it would’ve been better to launch it before well before the show itself. Which leads us to…
ROASTING TIME BOIS (aka WHAT WENT WRONG):
#1: Still not enough pre-show awareness
Although I did a better job of communicating the game’s presence before the show, I still could’ve done a lot better. I was initially planning on doing a couple devblogs to showcase and explain the design process of what people would be playing on the show floor, but due to other commitments, I simply didn’t have the time. I also was very inconsistent when it came to Instagram and Twitter posts, which I still need to get a better handle on.
Also, I didn’t contact any journalists again; but to be fair, I didn’t see many of them at the event and there wasn’t an easy way to find out who would be in attendance. I was able to snag a few serendipitous interviews, though!
One of said serendipitous interviews.
#2: Crunch (aka “why do I do this to myself”)
Despite the demo’s content being mostly the same as the GDEX build, there was still a lot that needed to be added, changed and fixed - both for the demo build itself and to the game as a whole. (I kinda still have a whole game to finish at some point, y’know?) Added to this, I had several videography gigs booked in November, with most of them taking place the week before the event itself. Granted, these gigs paid for the trip, so in a way I HAD to do them if I wanted to go, but it was still pretty rough to manage.
This meant I had to juggle filmmaking and solo game dev PLUS personal stuff and other misc. commitments, which led to lots of crunch, little to no sleep, and me going nearly insane in the leadup to the show. Hell, I had two unrelated videos with deadlines the day before I had to leave, and one of the clients requesting edits the morning I actually had to leave. And at that point, I had yet to pack and had a barbershop appointment later that morning. I should’ve straight up said no, but hey - hindsight is 20/20, after all. The video came out great, though!
By the time I finally fell asleep, I had been awake for 40+ hours, with the show starting in less than 12. This is straight up unhealthy both physically and mentally, no doubt about it. Thankfully, since I’m a solo dev, I didn’t (nor would I ever) subject anyone else to this, but I really need to stop doing this to myself… as does the rest of the gaming industry.
Don’t be an idiot like me. Yes, it’s art, I’m passionate about it, I love what I do and all, but at the end of the day… it’s just a video game. Please take care of yourself, y’all.
#3: The wonderful misadventures of travel
We were allowed to get setup on two days ahead of the show’s official start. Because of my friend’s full-time job, however, we ended up having to leave on Thursday night. The drive from Cleveland to Atlanta is about 11-12 hours. We got on the road around 6pm, had to stop to sleep around 2/3am, and kept going around 6:30am. The show opened to the public at 12pm on Friday. It’d be cutting it extremely close, but hey, if that’s how it has to be done, so be it.
Then the weather was pretty bad throughout all of Ohio. Then in the morning, we got stuck in traffic for an hour and a half. Later, upon entering Atlanta, we saw a car on fire. Then we got stuck in traffic again. Then it turned out our AirBnB was actually a 30 minute drive to the convention center, and we had to stop at Target first to get some supplies. Then it turned out I forgot some equipment back at the AirBnB, so we had to turn around, get it, and go back again (thanks, sleep deprivation!).
Somehow, under all circumstances, we finally make it to the convention center and- OH WAIT, WHERE IS IT ACTUALLY AT, THOUGH? LIKE, WHICH BUILDING IS IT AND HOW DO I EVEN GET THERE? ATLANTA, WHY ARE YOU SO CONFUSING. WHY IS THIS CONVENTION AREA SO BIG AND WEIRD. WHERE DO WE LOAD OUR STUFF OUT? WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE CAN’T UNLOAD HERE. WHAT AND WHERE THE HELL IS RED GATE A. WAIT, ARE WE GOING IN A LOOP!?? OH GOD, I THINK GOOGLE MAPS CAN SMELL FEAR. WHY GOD WHYYYYYYYYYY
...so yeah. All in all, I ended up being about three and a half hours late to the show, with my booth just being completely empty the entire time. While it ended up being fine overall since Friday was a chill day, it was still completely unprofessional and not at all a good start to the show.
On top of this, I was an hour late on Sunday due to parking issues. There was a football game going on that day which I guess everyone in Atlanta had to go to, plus parking in that area was stupidly expensive and out of my budget. Finally, since my friend had a massage scheduled in Cleveland for the next day, we had to jet out of there practically as soon as the show ended, which meant I was unable to hang out with any of the other devs and rush my goodbyes.
